it wasnt a dream

Monday, December 25, 2006

hal0rha...now it is 1a.m plus..jux finish wish all mii friend merry xmas..suddenly feel lyk crying..dunn0 y..i tink all mii friend r leaving mii lei..dunn0 y..suddnly no friends onli ting..T.T..i realli cry..t00 lonely lia0 ba...holidae going to finish de few day,dunn0 y feel lyk crying...realli tink tat all mii friends haf forget mii..realli..realli veri sad..T.T...onli leave wif ting lei...gt xmas n gt no xmas t00 mii is nth loh..haiz..onli ting n yeok hoon rmb nia..maybe they gt link mii so they as0 come n wish mii ba..dunn0..mii feeling is lyk tat...haiz...i realli a cry baby loh..everytime cry abt tis tink..but as0 cannot blame cux i no friends ma..haiz..i nt blaming mii friend lar..realli..s0 dun misunderstood...everytime tell myself:xiao yi xiao,mei shen me shi qing guo bu liao[笑一笑,没什么事情过不了]...but i tried to smile...but no one seem to realli neo tat i m veri lonely...everyone tink tat i m hapi go lucky person?actually no loh..plz dun feel tat way..i dare to write cux i think no one will read mii blog lia0 ba..dunn0...haiz...i realli nid someone loh..*sob sob*..sometime i realli veri "xian mu" some ppl...they gt true friends...everytime ask myself i realli gt true friends?sometime i wan to cry in front of those ppl but i nv..cux cannot ma...dunn0 y..i mux be strong..nex year onli ting same class as mii..dunn0 mii other friend will still rmb mii..i realli veri scare tat they will forget mii..den i m all alone again...haiz..cannot be sad..mux cheer up..xmas lei..but xmas over lia0..but anyway wish all mii friend a merry xmas..

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